Sunday, March 18, 2007
backviewjust finished epss leadership camp recently. i love the kids. really cute. i cant stand the sight of kids crying at the end of camp... it makes me feel like crying too. although they always say it's alrite to show ur emotions, esp since they are tears of joy. it's been an eye opener camp for me. be it kids or instructors. met a girl whom i got to know thru keen's d&d n she couldnt recognise me at all. i'm not surprised, cos i admit, i look really different. haha! she's really cool, anti-smoking/ers like me. i totally adore her. n she makes me speak bimbotically, must be her, not me. guess i really picked up alot from the other commandants. i felt like i didnt do much. cos i really didnt. somehow i always feel pampered there.
went back to work at mc today. it feels weird not to work with trainers whom i'm familiar with. i do miss them. it really does feel like something is missing. i guess i'm just too used to seeing the same old familiar faces. the new trainers are pretty alrite. guess some of them still learning our culture, or shd i say have their own style. ah... i dunno, i just have to adapt to their working style, since my job is to assist them. i miss my old class with AJ in it. he's so super sweet, stella showed me his work today... he's such a greedy boy. but i love him all the same. the new kids are fine. some are really irritating.... but there's always one in every class. n they can really test ur patience. but one thing i love abt this job is to see the shifts in the kids.
i realise i've been packed almost every other day that i'm beginning to feel homesick at times. haha!! and all of a sudden i miss my friends.
i guess i have also neglected some of my friends. n it's really nice to receive a msg from a friend whom u haven heard from for quite sometime.
the backview of a certain someone almost made me tear today.
i was so overwhelmed with emotions then.
but it wasnt the time to be emotional.
i had to get my job done.
n i turned ard, said 'hi' to the new kids happily, and continued with whatever i had to do.yea, i do keep alot to myself.
THEsimpleWAY 10:28 PM
