Sunday, November 25, 2007
it all happened just too fastyest afternoon, got a msg from bao telling me my sch mate is missing in cambodia, and i was just shock. i was just hopiong that the person looks like him. so i went to 7-11 and i looked at the picture on the front cover, it's really him.
when i went over to lx's place, i asked for her newspaper n read in detail. they also mentioned other few who were missing, but my friend's name was not mentioned at all. in fact i was still joking with lx that one of our friends could be there.
this morning, woke up to kc's msg, telling me weizheng is one of the five missing ones and asked me to pray hard that he'll be fine. i jumped out of my bed to check out the newspaper. indeed, weizheng is missing, and the photo of "weizheng" is not him. i reallly think they published the wrong photo.
it's so hard to believe that it's happening toa friend of mine. even before all these could sink into me... their bodies were found. like munting said, at least there's a closure to it.
it just feels like these ppl are being robbed away from our lives. and i'm seriously guilty of neglecting this friend of mine.
i cant even remember when was the last time i spoke to you.though we werent exactly good friends... those days in thailand made me really look up to you guys. when we worked so hard together to build houses. when we all had a common 'enemy' whom we always talked abt. i'll never forget the prank you played on me on my birthday. and some serious talk on the train on our way back home regarding studies which somehow u were always so motivated. making fun n talking back to one other seems like a normal routine for us. the guys all thought u were the only guy whos able to out talk me.
that's only so much i can rem of us, so little, and it's alr very saddening for me. i cant imagine the pain & loss his family n closer friends are feeling right now.
i 've pulled out from a "soccer" outing org by jc, sth which i've been really looking forward to, but right now, i just dun feel like doing anything. i just told jeremy that i dun wanna join handball anymore but bethia just said something which made me think twice abt my decision.
i'm still deciding, but for now... i'm out, and looking for a replacement.
i'm sure all whom u wanna see will be coming, you'll be missed by us.rip.*today should have been a happy day.
THEsimpleWAY 8:50 PM
