Monday, April 21, 2008
i'm still alivei get super stress only when i'm just abt to sleep every night.
the worse thing is the next day i wake up, i dun do anything abt it.
and at night the guilt comes back and i'll start feeling stress, again.
it's a vicious cycle that i've trapped myself in.
how smart.
i've always been a real procrastinator when it comes to studying.
i just DUN START until i'm really really near the exams.
last min rev used to work sec sch, but no more after that.
i know what's wrong with me, but i REFUSE to do sth abt it.
and i know i've been lucky all these while.
i'm left with abt 2 weeks to the start of my exams, and i'm not even half done with my rev.
and no, i'm not blessed with long break in between my papers to squeeze in time for more rev.
but cos of that, my exams ends earlier than anyone else whom i know.
while i'm secretly jealous of those who have breaks in between their paper, i cant wait for my exams to end!!!
i'm gg to camp in the lib for the next few days.
I WILL SURVIVE!for sure, but results wise is another matter.
wish me luck, the ultimate procrastinator needs truckloads of it!
THEsimpleWAY 11:30 PM